plz be my wife cillian

i feel desperately in need of encouragement lately,. i am feeing very alone a few things. i am so sad about leaving my family and i stupidly have a shred of fear for next year. i haven't felt this way in years and i don't know why i'm feeling it now. i honestly think it's because i recently have reconnected with a few people from high school who i definitely did not need to reconnect with. so many of those people back then brought me down so low and so hard and it's a huge blessing that they are out of my life. but sometimes i wonder where the line lies where you just love someone although they hate you- and when you need to leave them behind you and leave it to god to look after them when you begin to think that if you don't love them, no one will. when you start to take responsibility for their unhappiness. i typically

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i left this blog post to go see inception with my family.

all that matters now is cillian murphy.

also imho joseph gordon levitt should have been casted by someone else in that movie. derp. he's ok. he was cooler when he was younger and did the voice of jim hawkins and whatnot.